Something called time teaches

With my last post I thought of doing more blogging, more frequent blog visiting but thoughts are more of thoughts [:P] and I have realized that if this blogger's can come up with some mind blogging feature then am sure I can do more of blog writings [:D] instance for this one is from last evening when I was waiting around the car for my da to come..I started thinking things what I will write in blog as if I was typing hard there. [:P] My brain key strokes work more efficiently then I can do am sure.

This is my third day in the office, no room but with many resources on hand. A trainer from aus- land and a dedicated piece of workstation to perform no work. I heartily hate IE older version and that was the only browser I could see on dumb terminal, when I said this to the other person ..he smiled and said .."why don't you download chrome?" ...gosh!! for a moment I was wondering is that god forgot to give me some sense which makes life bit more easier [:D] Thank god! the answer was a big NO! The only thing is the sense requires a bit of more time then others, so I explored the operating system to find a solution [:P]. Work I am suppose to do is something which I'll not discuss but its not interesting is fair enough to say. No I didn't fret or creep on this silly point as i do have many other things to follow on...I have many lessons to take, many things to do and find a better life than making only one wonderful but ending job.

Now when I come back its pretty late, a darker night following and no shop left to do some xyz shopping. Just walk down or take a ride and come back, its occupying and am saving my evenings from usual nothing do and being killed. Even after been frustrated over many things I was not actually creeping or angry or blaming or etc etc... but instead found a common point person and played with the problems. Partied with the jokes on all things where you are helpless. May be only you are the person who can find the solution, happiness is the key and if we stroke it then only it will reflect something. Since long I was missing, I was never like this. May be expectations, desire, need, loneliness, newness and i guess every other thing which makes everyone happy I wanted to be gifted by others. [:)] In no sense it mean that moving away from the helpless situation, because open holes of problem are alway deep shit points.

I don't know what changed me, but till yesterday I hated the moments less energetic and no enthusiasm to work affirmatively to gain something but I want so many things all together from this one life. May be the best description for this moment can be given with these lines

run run to find the world around

run run to see the one life you found

keep a mirror to see the wrinkle you earned

Appreciate things they preached and you learned

Find a open heart to accept you as you are,

slip down to a shoulder and cry to remain as you are...

Enjoying every moment is a bliss

god have given you the art to do, so don't piss

and stay all along healthy to run and burn