Saturday, February 16, 2008

Dudhoi Chaad...milky moon!

The lunation with an eclipse have happened from millions of years but it still stands out with its aesthetic disposition. Just walking down along the dark paths covered with inkiness sky with a beautiful moon just above walking down with me. As a part wanted to show the hasty wrecked weg with full commitment to mark its presence when am alone from my eternity. It was my usual lab where I landed before the time, may be only class in entire schedule of my postgrad where I reach before my teacher is stepping in. Its very certain that am not unpunctual but the thing is am just on time to every place, holding a just another narrow escape.

The sky with doomed moon where so tightly holding hand that another morning eclipse went off without hurting the glory of beauty. A complete circle with burled marks drifted me to my third world. Hooked feeling was to pour down the night without getting to hostel. Just move out, comfortably making ownself seated under the unleafed tree and go in a trip to moon. Wish people allowed me to do so on this special moon night.

When came back to hostel landed to a more practical world where had one chapiti. I was hungry since evening. I was into mess, didn't wanted to return without having any away food. For me it would have an addition to surplussing an overburdened sins. Just after unsought dinner preferred a simple state of solitude so was terrace-An absolute best place. Without any doubt can say Rajasthan, a western part of India, is best for its night sky. May be with or without moon. Quite more stuffed with stars all around and with few shooting stars(may some unrealized dream turns up).

I was moving in rhythm of moon. As if it was aware of the half way spoiled mode of mine..as if was ready to take my all blames . Unknowingly made my mode up. I came down , surfed net and had maggi for empty stomach. A enlightenment from superlunary on another full moon.

Friday, February 8, 2008

Discovery..."NBK"

Just in the afternoon was sleeping down after having a wonderful movie. I slept with beautiful thoughts, a thought of thousand million dollars. From last few days have continuously counted mistakes of my and mine god. Never ever had any reason to be angry or fight to him. Infact whenever turn around to flash my past, have been thanking to my saviour , to my lord for every little stuff. Then what the blunder I got hold with wetted pillows everynight. He is inside me and restricts me , scolds me, slaps me and even hugs me. Albeit I know him I discovered myself empty in last few days, instead its better to say since from last month.
But now am sorry for all those blames and I know I have ever been gifted with best in myself among all others. He gave me all reason to feel special, can count those infinite reasons. I admire my presence and when I caught this point for now I have left with no reason to be left untold or unheard. Don't know what am I sounding like at this instance but I am hydrogen air pumped into a thiny skiny balloon, all I have to do is to take it more and more high I can and scientifically proof why don't we require wings to fly.
Moving out in odd times is one should know. As a kid I use to think what that odd reason will be in life which will try to stop and as an answer I didn't ever find any point but something which I am facing was uncovered, was hidden cause I was kid. Hope in dew time would be able to write the mysterious period of life as an another story of success. As I ever mentioned...I am different among all human I saw, so my story of beautiful journey will be different as of the girl of the movie.

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Roya re..!!

I don't know what is going wrong in so called me, but for long time I am quarreled and have have understood am getting day by day negative. I have never been the same, infact in very worst situations I kept my moral in swans to keep my self safe from being attacked by any faulty thoughts. Gosh! I know ,I'm getting mean, self composed and considering every bit of life against life. Probably am pulled to practical world where I prefer to be in my wonderworld. All in all I get what I wish to be, in my world..no harsh words, no ill feelings, no crap of daily life and the best thing there is no 'no'. Practically no washing of utensils nor cloths. Just because of a rudiment from doom, have eaten my soul..buckled my thoughts. Folded back my wings so never can again dare to take up any flight . The fact behind these all is am broken into just two pieces, can affirm back as single piece to reflect broken images. Wish can have life of just and just my choice as in my world. I pray may be more powered from faded rays of sun so to accept the bolt. Unhook wit so as a real witty person can enjoy my ice before melting down.
Somewhere we are enough numb to even come up with a simple remark on a simple thing around. Who all know these attitude of life are blogging somewhere because they want is to drop out their point with loads of expressions of words. I am here for the same, a silent speaker among all.