Roya re..!!

I don't know what is going wrong in so called me, but for long time I am quarreled and have have understood am getting day by day negative. I have never been the same, infact in very worst situations I kept my moral in swans to keep my self safe from being attacked by any faulty thoughts. Gosh! I know ,I'm getting mean, self composed and considering every bit of life against life. Probably am pulled to practical world where I prefer to be in my wonderworld. All in all I get what I wish to be, in my world..no harsh words, no ill feelings, no crap of daily life and the best thing there is no 'no'. Practically no washing of utensils nor cloths. Just because of a rudiment from doom, have eaten my soul..buckled my thoughts. Folded back my wings so never can again dare to take up any flight . The fact behind these all is am broken into just two pieces, can affirm back as single piece to reflect broken images. Wish can have life of just and just my choice as in my world. I pray may be more powered from faded rays of sun so to accept the bolt. Unhook wit so as a real witty person can enjoy my ice before melting down.