How should I blog?!?!?!?!

I quite dunno whether I should blog or the question I have is how should I blog ???? Should I write all the little things I observe, I smile alone and things which annoy me all the way in a day. Is that all blogging is all about?!? I don't know anything exactly. Today when I want to write the worst feeling of my heart. which I owe to the condition of my destiny, I am shortening with words to put it down.

I saw a little tweet fly trying to set itself along within a tiny loofy leaf. It tried all its best to sit and adjust within. Many a time crocked and went up and down. I was attending an extra class of Java. Our teacher gives little limit to see around as he is so busy with the stuff to teach but he couldn't stop me from getting drowned with the pre-prior-occupied thoughts of my mine. So revolving with them I was with the fly, moving all along with its wings. Jumping perk took all my eyes to keep on tracking its path and saw the one adjusting to its limit to be there where it was juggling for. May be not at all special thing it may be but I was all set to see whether it will be able to make its mark or not. Finally when occupation of the concrete was done I felt as if I got something [:)]. I returned back to the class. As in joined the raw topics of applet, graphics , controls etc after the window tour. Later on analysing the wingy fellow, I realized that I kept on comparing myself with this unknown stuff and the leaf as of my current life. Want to settle with thousand and one things in life. even if write few of them here wont be able to convey the correct meaning so leave it.

Coming back from my classes, I was purely racing with the thoughts. Accompanied by 3 ppl on par but was too alone to explain the moth race going since morning. Absolutely there was no point to be in such a situation after all there wasn't any epicenter on which I was standing nor any hurricane will lift me down, then also my soul feels that it is endanger and something unknown is happening to me. When want to do something good for others I mixing up everything. Want to convey love I am landing with hate from people. OOOOOhhhhh!! no space left to explain the on going condition but one day may be will handful of all the answer and then will write my heeling thoughts as a post. For now I am not a blogger. Just another one to scribble the ongoing days.